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i might officially break up with will and actually choose mattew because his step sister, for no reason at all, called me a two faced bitch.
And he didn't even say anything, its like dude wtf i know shes family but are you going to let her talk to me like that? So i might...break up with him for a while, ill still consider him one of my boys, but man do we need a break.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: tbbt
  • Reading: the screen
  • Eating: pickles
  • Drinking: mtd
"of course i want a ride its freezing out here" i said bluntly looking around to see if anyone else was going to show up and ask for a ride so i wouldn't have to talk to him.
"Then c'mon" he said becking me to the malibu, boy did i love his malibu, it was a calm tan car that practically touched the ground and my father approved it himself for me to ride in.
I bit my lip and sat in the passanger seat of the vehicle and he got it and started driving. It seemed to take forever to get to school. Time passed so slowly for me, I was still upset and wasn't in the mood to speak, but he didn't get the hint and started himself.
"Look, im sorry for yesterday, i should have told you i would have been late, you know how forgetful i can be." he said like ive known him for six years
"and im sorry for everything i said, i know how much you care, and my friends want to get to know you, they told me they truly do like you." he didn't understand, of course he didn't understand, id never be friends with his friends has long has i was the only female in the group i felt unwanted, they were all dicks anyway. Talking about how cool it'd be to stay after and play magic or yugio. I realized i was so pissed, i was squinted at my hands in anger while my nails bit into my flesh. He looked over at me and seemed to sadden, good, maybe he'll finally know my pain. He looked to the road and softly grabbed one of my hands and i realized i had left marks in them. I was ready to cry again, he rarely grabbed my hand, infact, i grabbed his. But now that he was holding mine, i felt..guilty...like i some how started this.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: tbbt
  • Reading: the screen
  • Eating: pickles
  • Drinking: mtd
the next day i was terribly grouchy, i didn't even check to see if the trantula i had was alive which i usually did. I dragged my sock covered feet to my alarm clock and turned it off. The rest of the morning consisted of me tripping on everything and successfully landing on my face,but i still dragged on. I waddled up to the bus stop and waited patiently, my pre-biology book under my arm, i had a feeling we were going to need it today. Then I saw a tan malibu pull up and tyler got out.
'fuck' i couldn't help but think to myself 'i forgot he could drive'
he walked over to me, his wide shoulders viewable from a mile.
"want a ride?" he asked, seeming to want to apologize for yesterday, how could i say no, it was freezing out here. Even in my warmest coat i'd be cold.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: tbbt
  • Reading: the screen
  • Eating: pickles
  • Drinking: mtd
"sissy!" kay said bounching to me
"what did you stay for?"
"it doesn't matter anymore..im home and im never going back"
"oh yes you are" my mom said texting on her phone
"your grades still need work"
"i have a c in one class and thats because my teacher wrongly accused me of not turning a paper in when it was under a pile of her collectables"
"then why do you still have a c?"
"because i swear to god she hates me" i said going to my room
"just like everyone else does" i said under my breath
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: tbbt
  • Reading: the screen
  • Eating: pickles
  • Drinking: mtd
"look jess, its not my fault you like me" he said, then it hit me, he didn't even care
"..im sorry i shouldn't have.." he said but i stopped him
"just..stay away from me" i said my voice chocking
"you have no clue how much hell ive been through for you...and you don't care!" i said turning away and leaving the school
"i do too care"
"then show me!" i said turning to him again, his short brown hair learking around his neck
"...i do"
"no..you don't..Or else you and i would be a couple, or else you would have been down there talking to me instead of your really 'important' friends" i said and got on my bus, i was done talking
"just go home tyler...never talk to me again" i said letting the tears flow, he slowly left to go to his bus and that was the beginning..of my very bad day.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: tbbt
  • Reading: the screen
  • Eating: pickles
  • Drinking: mtd

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I will no longer give you watches if i don't know you i had to go through my buddy list and delete the people who i barely even knew, you should say hi to me i will respond ^u^
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:iconhorseelover321:
horseelover321 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
pssst
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akeena7 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jjjsaxadhj Horse! :tighthug:
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horseelover321 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
fj;hdskjhs;dkjfhs akeena! :hug:
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akeena7 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
whats you been doing girl?
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horseelover321 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
fj;hdskjhs;dkjfhs akeena! :hug:
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wolfloverphenix Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014
hey
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey
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wolfloverphenix Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014
how are you doing.
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ehh a litte good a little bad
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BlackeyeI Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014
Thank you for the llama :D!
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
np
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BlackeyeI Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014
:D
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
;)
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ReflectedMemories Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
-Gentle hugs.- Hang in there hun. Sorry I haven't been commenting on your journals lately, but I read them. ;-; <3
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
its ok
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horseelover321 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
AKEENA YOUR BACK OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU BB *glomps*
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ouo :tighthug: yes i am back
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horseelover321 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
*tackle hugs*
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
XD
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ReflectedMemories Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What happened to you? :c I got really worried when you deactivated... No one knew anything it seemed...
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My parents happened
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ReflectedMemories Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah... :c Parents suck.
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Pestawalibi Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Goodbye Goodbye
everything will be alright 
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akeena7 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
alright
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Pestawalibi Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry
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